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You are sleepy, but you don't mind it. Then you might realize that sleep is sometimes an impossibility lately, but you don't mind that either. When your mind is clear, it is entirely clear. You feel like a better friend because you can devote more time to actually caring about people.

When you can't write, you don't mind that either. Everything you need to do doesn't overwhelm you any more. You feel dispassionate, flat-lined. You feel clear and analytical.

You feel like someone else, but you don't mind it. You are not happy; you are not sad.

When you wake up in the morning you feel like you can't blink your eyes. The events of your day lay out like a game of hopscotch. It's the easiest thing because it is nothing.

When you are drunk you start to feel things, and you don't mind that either. A few hours of swirling can make up for a week of stagnancy, right?

How many more of these things can I take before I just turn into a living zombie.